I’m not sure where this is headed, but the cluster of fog in my head is causing a reaction. I’m not sure if I’m content with how my life is going as of right now. I look back to the friends I use to have and how my values are the complete opposite from what they use to be. When did I start allowing myself to feel as if I’m not good for anybody else? Who are people to judge me based on shit I’ve gone thru and choices I’ve made? Who died and made you God? I’m tired of the disappointments. I’ve been raised to lend out a helping hand to everyone, but in return I get bit. What’s so bad about me now that people I was once close with look down upon me because I don’t live up to their beliefs/expectations? What made my life so important to others that they feel the need to talk about it to make themselves feel as if they’re superior? Coming up pleasing everyone, I just wished someone would return the favor. This sense of loneliness is driving me up a wall. Who am I to say anything, we all have our problems and insecurities, but there is a breaking point. I just wonder if I already reached mine yet and haven’t realized..